I promised Brad to write a song “Pure Hate”. I dedicate it to him n his tats especially to that one on your fingers 

I fucked up again

My mind is so messy. I had a vision bout my father. Gonna write smth. i hope so. by the way today accidently i had one more vision. gonna write a part two for “Gin n Juice”. more sensuous and ingenuous

My poem/ lyrics “Neck kisses” was wrote on 2014.05.26. I can smell my muse somewhere near. This poem is quite dark, sad, glamorous and passionate. I was just catched by my muse. I love this poem. One of my favourites. Makes me sad and reminds me of dark era which is still in my heart and in my daily life.

Neck Kisses

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Let my love bleed
let me leave my lipstick on your neck
Let me wrap my hands around your neck
Now it’s your turn, boy

Let my love die
Pull my hair and bite my neck
Hit me and whisper you love me
Stay with me till the morning

And I will take my clothes off
And my body is on fire
And your neck kisses are so earthly
Yet so heavenly
Because it’s irespressible passion

Let my love burn
Let me hit your head with a gun
Let me smack your neck
Now it’s your turn, boy

Let my love drown
Swallow my howling tears
And drown me in your sadness ocean
Drown me
Drown me

And I will take my clothes off
And my body is on fire
And your neck kisses are so earthly
Yet so heavenly
Because it’s irespressible passion

And I will take my clothes off
And my body is on fire
And your neck kisses are so earthly
Yet so heavenly
Because it’s irespressible passion

Idk. maybe I will write smth this weekend

I have an idea for a new lyrics. Smth like neck kisses n drug addict cop

Black Gold

You died too young
Your angels’ voice
Your deep deep sorrow
Don’t you know how I need you?

You left too soon
Your wicked heart
Your drunk drunk love
Don’t you know how I need you?

You are from the black gold era
Black is for your melancholy
Gold is for your inexpressible soul

You said goodbye too young
Your golden tears in the paradise
Your rousing heartbreak
Don’t you know how I need you?

You passed away too soon
Your mysterious disappearance
Your breathless dream brother
Don’t you know how I need you?

You are from the black gold era
Black is for your melancholy
Gold is for your inexpressible soul

You fell asleep too young
Your American breath
Your rootless trailer trash
Don’t you know how I need you?

You gone to glory too soon
Your curly dark hair
Your heavenly muse
Don’t you know how I need you?

I wrote this poem/lyrics on 2014-05-04. I wrote it after a long time not writing. I lost my muse, but I love this poem. This one is one of my favorite. I dedicate “Black Gold” to Jeff Buckley. He inspired me to write “Black Gold”. I wrote it while I was listening to his album “Grace”. Rest in peace.

I’m returning with my new poem/lyrics “Black Gold”.